I loss my Dad the exact week in March that the world was shutting down, as my dad was having his last couple of days in his physical body fear was spreading across the world and my heart was changing and I didn’t understand that it would never be the same, it would become my new normal.
Reiki has helped me through my grief and if we are being honest here it has helped me through my Anger of losing my dad and having to instantly leave family and scatter to our homes and sit in our emotional pain without a service, a celebration of a life worth celebrating.
My dad was a very kind man and he gave everything he could to everyone he met and he loved people and his desire was not to die. He was open minded to Reiki and he gave me permission to send Reiki daily and he excepted it always with an open heart and to be honest it became our secret.
I arrived to his friends on one of our visits and it was shared with me that they spent the evening before watching videos and reading on Reiki and boy did they have questions. He was feeling great at that time but we knew in our heart all his days ahead would not be as kind but I can honestly say that he was blessed with more good days then bad days.
Reiki did help my dad but I could only speak today on how it has helped me through my own grief and finding my own inner peace with the loss of my dad.
I do know that working with clients I have witnessed release of trapped energy that has gotten stuck in one’s energy field causing such emotional pain and you may recall the story of my client who loss her dad and what the release did for her and her life it seemed like nothing less then a miracle.
We begin our reiki session discussing the emotional pain that would like to be cleared that day and the events that have caused that pain and we set an intention before the client begins their session on the table.
Disclaimer, I am not a therapist or medical professional but a brief description and Reiki will go to the energy field where needed.
I wasn’t able to go to a reiki practitioner in March because of the Pandemic but the beautiful thing of Reiki it can be done through distance or I could sit with my own tools and do the same as above for myself.
So many people worry that releasing grief we will lose the love for our loved one and erase all the memories and we should always carry this pain and weight and others should understand.
My own experience is that my love and connection is even stronger now that I am releasing my pain and I can share loving stories and memories with so much love for my dad.
I never want to shield to others that my dads memory is to painful to talk about.
I will always share photos and talk of my dad and my waves of emotions will come and will show up when I least expect them and this is normal and a release of tears will always be flowing and this is ok but stuck energy can cause physical pain or my belief emotions that are not flowing and autoimmune goes hand in hand.
I am grateful that Reiki can release this dark dense energy that we are not even aware of in our energy fields and bring us home to our true self.
Reiki is nothing less than a miracle!
From my heart to yours,
Angela